: Name the following brands of the things you
have/Use:

1. Shampoo: Pantene, Garnier
2. Bags: RL, Kenneth Cole, Gap.. My Nike knapsack
3. T-shirts: Aber, Gap, Guess, Polo
4. Pants: Gap lowrise bootcut, Levi's lowrise
bootcut
5. Sweaters/Jacket: Polo, Limited, Gap
6. Shoes: Nike, DM's, My fave Diesel sneakers.. (",)
7. Socks: Gap, RL, Nike
8. Toothpaste: Colgate
9. Face cleanser: Neutrogena, Cetaphil, Apricot Scrub to exfoliate
10. Computer: Sony VAIO
11. Wallet: Gucci
12. School Bags: I don't go to school na e.. (",) but when i used to, Esprit
13. Pens: Parker, Cross, Pilot
14.watch: Fossil, Nine West
16. Clock: any brand would do..
17. Pillow Case/Bed sheet – floral, pastels..
18. Furnitures: any brand would do..
19. Cups: any brand would do..
20. Sanrio characters: I'm not into them...
21. Magazines: Cosmo, Candy
22. Car:Honda Civic, Nissan Sentra
23. Chocolate: Ferrero, Hershey's, Toblerone
24. Candy: anything minty
25. Medicine: Claritin for my allergies
26. Chips: Sour Cream and Onion (pringles), Doritos, Ruffles
27. Popcorn: butter and cheese
28. Motorcycle: I'm not into 'em
29. Camera: I don't know pa... still have to buy one for myself..
30. Underwears: Victoria's Secret
31. Cologne/Perfume- Bath and Body Work's Cucumber Melon, Clinique Happy, D&G Light Blue,Victoria's Secret Love Spell, Aqua de Gio for men, Cool Water for men, Curve for men..
32. Ciggie: (",)
33. Deodorant: Secret
34. Hair Gel/Spray: Nah..
35. T.V.: Toshiba
36. CD Player: Sony
38. Caps/Hats:Nike, Polo, Benetton
39. Tie/Scarf:None so far.. but I'm planning to buy a scarf one of these days..
40. lotion and body soap – Lotion: BBW Cucumber Melon, VS Love Spell.. Body Soap: Anything mild..

I Just Love This Girl...

Eventhough Jasmine was included in bottom three tonight, it was John Stevens who finally had to go...

Wohoo!!! Jasmine's still in...

This girl had kept me smiling for the past few days... You're probably asking why...

Last week, the finalists sang Barry Manilow's songs.. And as if by coincidence, Jasmine sang one of my favorites, "I'll Never Love This Way Again." And last night, she sang Gloria Estefan's "Here We Are." I mean, I hear that song almost everyday on the radio and I love the lyrics and melody, but it was only last night, after Jasmine's performance that I found out the song's title.. Thanks a lot Jasmine!!! (",)

The Da Vinci Code...

I have finished reading the aforementioned book after three long weeks.. Haha! That's because I don't get to read it every night.. I read it on my way to work while on the train, and it was on the same place where I had finished it.. Hahaha!

I have never been so engrossed in reading a thriller after John Grisham's "The Partner" and Harlan Coben's "Tell No One."

Da Vinci is a must read. Very interesting. Perfect for history and conspiracy buffs. Dan Brown is a superb story teller. However, you must not forget that this is just fiction alright?

A Concert for a good cause..

Last Thursday, I had a wonderful opportunity to watch the Bukas Palad concert at the Holy Name Cathedral, the Roman Catholic Archdiocese of Chicago. The group is a Catholic community of young professionals and college students who believed that music can inspire and sustain faith. Bukas Palad was founded by friends Norman Agatep, Jandi Arboleda and Fr. Manoling Francisco, who during their high school days at the Ateneo de Manila composed liturgical songs for their school masses.

It was a dream come true for me to be watching them up-close because of their music I had grown to love... I just can't help but miss home all the more.. =(

For those who do not know, it was Father Manoling Francisco, SJ who composed Hindi Kita Malilimutan in 1979 when he was still in highschool. He, together with his friends, were also responsible for Tanging Yaman and One More Gift which are my favorite inspirational songs.

To the Bukas Palad Music Ministry, may you continue to inspire other people through your songs, and bring them closer to the heart and will of God.

I am very proud to say that I am your fan...

It's been a year...

Time flies so fast.. Today, April 26, 2004, I've been staying here in Chicago for a year... Anniversary ko here today.. (",)

I'm being senti na naman tuloy... I really miss my life back home. I miss a lot of people there. =( I just can't wait for the day when I would be going back. That's something I'm really looking forward to. But the way I see it, probably after 3 long years pa. My dad's term here is till 2007. He won't let me go on vacation, and that's the sad part.. He said, I'll just be wasting my hard-earned money.. =( I don't want to argue with him anymore about that..

So many things happened for a year.. I got employed at East West Martial Arts Supply for 2 months.. And then, I also had the opportunity to work as a Comelec project personnel for the Overseas Absentee Voting Registration from August till October. I have learned so much in that project, met good friends, and also had the chance to go to Michigan and Ohio. That experience was one of the highlights for the year... Then came September, I enrolled at Harry Truman College to get my Associate Degree in Marketing supposedly.. Then came October. Tita Glends recommended me at RC Philippine Trading Corporation.. My current job.. It was also during these days that I realized it was so hard to be studying and working at the same time.. Mahirap pala talaga.. =( So, when I got my work permit already, I stopped studying na... I enrolled lang naman, because it was a requirement for me in order to obtain a working permit... Besides, my ultimate dream really is to go to graduate school and get my MBA. I am working so hard for that.. I'm hoping that when it's time for us to go back home, I have saved enough already to support myself into graduate school...

Then came December.. First white Christmas.. Honestly, mas masaya pa rin Christmas back home.. =( Lalo naman New Year.. No firecrackers at all! Sad no?

February.. March.. Coldest months.. Lonely, depressing days... April.. start of spring...

One year has passed.. Three more years.. Three more years Cath... I had to sacrifice my own happiness for the sake of being with my family... I know my sacrifices will eventually pay off.. Just be patient Cath...

Two nights in a row...

Last Friday, we went to Hooter's to have dinner. The waitresses at Hooter's are clad in skimpy shorts and revealing tops... =) It's a good thing as well that they don't ask for id's.. Their chicken wings with blue cheese dip is a must-try... You can either have it mild, medium or hot... We ordered 50 of those! Hahaha! And there were just 6 of us! We ordered celery sticks as well, and some curly fries... I didn't drink that night.. (Haha! For a change..) Friend C and I just had iced tea, Sprite for bloody, while the guys had a pitcher of beer.

We dropped by at the McDonald's Rock and Roll to buy a burger. They have memorabilias displayed in there.. Such as guitars used by Elvis Presley, some old pictures of the Beatles, The Supremes and a lot more vintage stuff...

Last night naman, we went to Dublin's at Rush... It was my first time to visit the place. Rush street is like the East Wood City back home...

Arrived there at 6 pm. Ordered nachos.. quesadillas.. I tried their clam chowder soup. It was good, but for me, nothing beats the clam chowder soup at Bennigan's.. =) Would you believe our bill was around $150? Well that's because we consumed 21 bottles of Heineken.

We were supposed to transfer to another bar, but then they required id's. He's just 20 so he won't be allowed in. Went home at around 2 am... hmmm.. i love the night life... (",)

tired cath...

Wendella...

Last week, some friends and I went for a boat ride. The 60 minute tour travelled through the heart of the city on the Chicago River. It also included an in-depth narration of Chicago's architecture.. It was the very same place where some scenes from the Julia Robert's flick, "My Best Friend's Wedding" were shot. We all decided to meet at the Wrigley Building. The entire tour was worth it. The view was breathtaking. I enjoyed taking pictures. I just used my phone though coz I have yet to by a camera for myself.. The architectures are trully Chicago's pride... (",)

Buildings..

more buildings.. (",)

The Navy Pier... You can see the ferris wheel from afar...

The Sears Tower..

The building as backdrop is actually Chicago Sun Times


LuncH at JOHN HANCOCK's "THE SIGNATURE ROOM"

After the boat ride, we had to catch the lunch reservation at the John Hancock Center.

We were in a hurry to get to the 95th floor because our reservation was supposed to be at 1 pm, and they would give 30 minutes extension, otherwise, they'd cancel it. When we arrived at the building, it was 1:15 already. We took the very first elevator that opened up before us. We didn't know that the one we took would go directly to the 94th floor, that there was no way for it to go one floor up, and there's no way we could take the stairs as well. The employee that greeted us told us to go all the way down to the lobby and take another elevator that would go up to the 95th floor. We thanked her, and the elevator went down upto the basement. You could just imagine how our ears popped because of the pressure! Hahaha! When we reached the basement, we thought it would go one floor upto the lobby. We didn't know that we had to get off from there and just walk our way to the lobby. Yeah, Yeah,.. The elevator went express to the 94th floor again. Hahaha! The woman who greeted us earlier seemed surprise to see us again. Hahaha! She couldn't help but ask, "Weren't you the same guys who were just here a while ago?"

The good thing was, we weren't the only ones who actually experienced it. There were three American women who were also supposed to go to the 95th floor and have lunch at The Signature Room. One woman actually said, "That was so embarrasing yet hilarious!" Hahaha! Indeed it was...

The Restaurant Chicago Looks Up To...

Another good thing was, the food was superb! I had two servings of the potato leek soup. Yummy! I had the roast beef, parsley potatoes, scad fillet in puttanesca sauce and their salad. For dessert, we ordered the Lemon Custard Cake, and Chocolate mousse... (",)

The Signature Room offers a spectacular view of Chicago...

Something to ponder upon...

Just wanna share this with you. Got this from an e-mail my cousin sent me...

When you're out there looking for that perfect person keep these things
in
mind. People change, no matter how hard they try not to. As you grow
older you mature, and with each new level of maturity come different
ideas, different needs and wants. The person who was perfect for you at
twenty could be the person you hate when you're thirty-five. You have
to
find some one who will grow with you, change with you, laugh with you
and
cry with you. A person who fills in where you lack, a person whom you
can
fill in for when they are lacking.

"i always thought that love was something i'd know the minute it
appeared. That there would be drumrolls and bells ringing as love
swept
me off my feet. No one told me how quietly love could appear, or how
humbly. That someday i'd look up and there it would be, waiting for me
in
a pair of familiar eyes... I never expected i'd find somebody to love
in
you... i guess i never knew love the way i do now."

The warmth of a hug...

I love to cuddle and be cuddled... =) It gives me immense happiness.. Gives me the feeling of being secured...Here's a pic of me and my sister... I love to make lambing to her... She was lying comfy when I insisted that we would fit on the poor sofa... Hahahaha!

Friday night...

Dinner at a friend's house... Videoke.. Swing sessions..

I never felt so nervous till that fateful night..

Him and I were having a few drinks at the apartment's stairway when some cops drove in the neighborhood.. When they stopped in front of us, I became really nervous because I thought what we were doin was illegal.. Well in my case, it's legal to drink coz im 21 but he is only 20.. I was afraid that they might call home and confirm if I'm of age already to drink.. So they got off from the car and walked towards us... Even flashed the flashlight on us.. Asked us how we were doin.. I only felt relieved when they asked if we were the ones who complained about the dog who kept barking all night...

Shopping...

Shopping gives me a feeling of temporary bliss... I really really love to shop. I think it's a girl thing. But I am not the type who max out my credit card. I hate being broke.. Though I shop a lot, I know my limitations.. =)

Material things I have to be thankful for for the past week...

*A pair of jeans from Gap
*A vintage denim skirt from Gap
*White Tiki Thongs from Niketown
*Wrist watch from Nine West
*"The Five People You Meet in Heaven" by Mitch Albom

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

May you have more years to come... Glad you liked my gift..

I bought him a dvd copy of his favorite movie.. Schindler's List. Last month, I was asking him what his favorite movie was, or if he wanted to buy any book in particular. I wanted to give him something he'd really like. And so last night, after work, I dropped by at Coconut to buy his gift. I gave it to him this morning and he really really liked it. =) I saw it in his face..He was like a kid who had just received a new toy. He asked me how I knew he'd like to buy a copy of the film. He actually forgot that I asked him about it last month. =)

Simple things like this make me happy. I love to make other people happy. And I do not expect anything in return, it's just enough for me to see the smile on their face and how they appreciate what I had given or what I had done for them.. That alone is more than enough...

Summertime

If there's one thing in my life that I can look forward to, IT is the fact that summertime's just around the corner. It's now time to part ways with my coat, sweaters and thermals for a while.. Summertime for me means, flip-flops+tank tops+shorts+shades+getting a tan+beach+beach (did I say beach??? lol!) = FUN, FUN,FUN!!! WOOHOO!!!

A Dose Of My Life's Drama...

It's been quite a while since I last blogged. So many things are running through my mind right now. My life's in chaos.

Let me tell you why...

One of my childhood friends and I started to become close last year. It was the month of November to be exact. When we started talking regularly over the phone, we found out we had so much in common. From music, to back therapies, to French Baker's fetuccini... I believe there's a lot more.. We were the type of friends who never ran out of stories to tell and experiences to share. It has been a routine that we talk every night sometimes till the wee hours of the morning. But we didn't mind. We both enjoy answering cross word puzzles and laughing at corny jokes..In short, we just jived. We connected.. Not long after, I found myself falling for my friend. But I kept it to myself. Mushy as I may seem to be, I even thought I've found my soulmate. I felt that he was the one I've long been waiting for. In my own world, we were perfect for each other.

I know that he felt something for me as well, but for some reasons, I feel that he was just afraid to tell me about it. Not to brag or anything, but I am a very intuitive person.. And perhaps, all girls would agree that we would feel about a guy's intention from the very start...

During those times, he confided to me about his past relationships, and so did I.. It was then when he told me that his girlfriend left for Canada. I didn't really know if they had a formal break-up, or if they ever did break-up.. I didn't have enough courage to ask.. Besides, I know that the answer to my question would definitely hurt me. Truth hurts I know...

I had to control my feelings for him because I know there's someone he loves more. And I also do know that in a few months time, I'd be leaving for Chicago. But I remember, in one of our conversations, he asked me, "Pa'no tayo?" Thinking it was one of his silly jokes again, I just told him, "Eto naman, puro biro e.." That was the last time he ever mentioned that line.

It took me quite sometime before I had the courage to tell him that I was leaving. I think he already knew it because when I mentioned it to him, he didn't seem surprised at all.

A few weeks before I left, during one of our regular conversations, he told me something that really crushed my heart. He said that his girlfriend had come back. I guess that made me realize that I really have to let go of my feelings for him. "Wala akong laban e. Dumating na yung mahal nya."

On the eve of my departure, he was even the last person I was talking to. He made me promise that he'd also be the first person I'd call when I get here. I even thought "This is it.. this could be my last chance..I was still hoping that during our final conversation, I'd hear what I wanted him to tell me. But he didn't. I guess it would be enough to say that I left Manila with a broken heart...

I kept my promise that he'd be the first person I'd call... But eventually, we lost touch. Last June, a friend texted me something about his situation... I think that was the final blow. I just had to completely forget all about him... I had to move on with my life...

One day, he sent me an e-mail. I admit I felt excited when I saw his name on my inbox, because I know I didn't give him my e-mail ad. When I asked him about how he got my e-mail, he told me he confirmed it from our friends.

After a year, he comes back into my life unexpectedly. Now he tells me "hinahanap hanap kita.." I asked him why he's telling this to me now. He told me he didn't want to hurt me then. Here's what he had to say. "Gusto ko sana ipaglaban pero mahirap mag-isa. Kung noon hindi kita napaglaban, ngayon handang handa na ko."

Weak as I can be, I could not help but cry when he told me that.. It really hit me.. He had feelings for me since then, but he was not strong enough to fight for me. Now he tells me he's ready.. As if on cue, tears welled up in my eyes as I heard those words from him. Tears that I've kept from falling all this time. I thought I've totally forgotten all about him. I was wrong...

How can life be so unfair? Why does he have to come back and tell me all of these? Now I had to make a decision that will definitely hurt either one or both of us... Things are different now. "We" can no longer be.. But the Lord knows how I fervently prayed for us to be more than friends.. My mind tells me to let go, however, there are times my heart tells me otherwise.. In fact in one of our conversations, I told him, "Kung alam mo lang..."

When he asked me what we should do about our situation, I told him that what we needed was closure. It's for my own peace and for his as well.

Believe me or not, I actually felt better now that we've talked about it. At least I won't spend the rest of my life regretting that I did not tell him what I really felt at that time. It's enough for me that finally, I've told him that at one point in my life, I've loved him and wished that he felt the same way.

I had to let go so as not to make things complicated, even if it meant giving up what I had long wished for. =( I just hope I made the right decision not to cling to my past anymore.. There's no more turning back this time.. I just had to move on..

Sad but true.. =(

Only Pinoys...

"Psstt!" That's what I heard this afternoon while I was checking my mail at the Yahoo booth in Marshall Fields. Sensing that the sound came from someone I know, I looked up. And from afar, I saw my dad waving at me. Hahaha! When he reached the booth, he said, "Anak, lakas naman ng pandinig mo." I answered back, "E shempre, alam ko Pinoy lang sumusutsot no.." (",)

Get together...

Just got home from the Chinese resto. Some friends invited us for early dinner. Early dinner? Coz it was around 4 pm. (",) I ate the usual food they got there. Crab rangoon, peking duck, some crabs, egg drop soup,mushrooms in oyster sauce, and lots of fish. I didn't eat rice today. I wasn't in the mood to do so. Besides, I'm trying really hard to shed off some pounds.
We had fun. Kuya Paul our cousin was with us on our table. We took silly, funny pictures. Had a few laughs coz Jell was tryin to show us how she could move her ears! Hahaha! My sis had superb talents! If you call that one... Hahahaha! Here are some pics we took...

my cousin Paul and I

Paul, my sister Jel and I

poohpooh

Happy Jel

Jel trying to move her ears

Me.. Hahahaha! I dunno what the heck I was doing...

Oh!!! Before I forget... Here's my fortune for today... "Place special emphasis on old friendship..."

Random thoughts...

*Ian and Adam telling me and jam that we should each have a solo during the mass.. I told them, "I don't wanna embarass myself in front of everybody." I mean I sing, but then, I don't think I can handle the pressure singing alone. Specially in front of other people..

*Dad prompting me to try auditioning for next year's American Idol! Hahahaha!!! Is he ok? I mean, I don't have the guts to do so! My God, I don't think I can take what the judges specially Simon, would be telling me after I have done my piece. Or rather, I might faint in front of the judges before doing my part! Hahahaha! I don't want the entire world to laugh at me alright! My Dad can be so ridiculous at times. (",)

*We had no idea that malls would be closed because it's Easter Sunday. I was hoping I could buy a new pair of pants and flip-flops... We ended up going to the Oriental store. I bought junkies. Junkies meaning lots of instant noodles,and chocolate cookies!

Last week's smiles...

*Yesterday's chat with JR, a good friend of mine.
*Shopping at Niketown.
*Meeting a new friend, M.
*A few drinks with some friends. (2 Coronas)
*Playing shuffleboard at Dave and Buster's
*The cheese and mushroom pizza.
*Reading a very interesting book.
*Jasmine Trias stays with other finalists.
*My friend Toti, greeting me, saying it was our anniversary yesterday, coz he remembered last year we painted easter eggs for our parish. Hehe!
*Quick chat with Toti who's also a good friend of mine.
*Chat with boss (",) It has been quite a while since the last one... I missed him.

Happy Easter Everyone...

Let us all rejoice for the Lord has risen...

A few days ago, while cleaning the entire house, 3 bunnies caught my attention. I asked dad if he knows for whom those bunnies are for. He said mom's gonna give it to someone.
We had no idea those bunnies were her Easter gifts for me and my other two sisters. She gave 'em to us together with some M & M's this morning.. Here's a pic of my bunny... She's so cute and cuddly.. I have yet to give her a name.. (",)

Me and my clumsiness...

Is being clumsy a sin? I don't think so... You just can't prevent things to happen. I admit I am oftentimes clumsy. But I just can't help it. I'm not doing it on purpose. It just happens.

Like yesterday, before going inside the church, dad and I decided to get some song books first. Sister Cecilia was there, instructing us which ones to get. And just as my hand landed on the book, it slipped from my hand and fell on the floor with a loud noise. Father Dominic even turned around to see what it was. It was that loud! :(

And this afternoon, while I was washing the pitcher, the filter suddenly fell off. There was water inside the pitcher, so as the filter fell, the water splashed in the kitchen sink leaving my shirt really wet. :(

I've got a lot of clumsy stories to tell, yet these are the recent ones... I'm sure I'll be back for more...

Whenever I'm on the train, I tend to read books out of boredom... And yesterday, a man asked me if the book I was reading keeps me interested.. (I was reading The Da Vinci Code) I said the book's really good.. I think he was set to buy a book yesterday but still undecided as to what he was gonna get..

I'm completely engrossed with the book.. I'm gonna write an analysis when I finish it.. :)

How annoying...

I was just delighted to see the bus coming as I approached the bus stop. I punched my bus pass, and even greeted the bus driver. I sat down and opened my book. I think it was after two minutes when I noticed that the bus was on halt. I looked at the lady beside me and asked her what's going on. She said she didn't know and even told me she's running late.
I checked my watch, it was already 7:55. I really didn't know the reason why the bus was not moving, and the driver was not even telling the reason either.. I got really pissed off and decided to get off at the next stop. After a couple more minutes, the driver decided to move on yet very slowly.. How annoying was that!

When I got off, I took a taxi to the train station. I paid twenty bucks and the driver said he had no change so I told him, "just give me 10 bucks and that's fine.." Imagine??? Paying 10 bucks when I was just supposed to be paying 5 bucks.. If only not for that bus driver, i would have not spent my money for the cab ride..

Night out...



Last Thursday, friend A called me up while I was still at work and told me they're gonna pick me up to have dinner at a friend's house.. I told them I might as well go home first to change.. When I got off from work, I was really in a hurry to catch the train, since it will take me forty five minutes from downtown to the Loyola Station, and ten minutes bus ride from there to my house.. While on the bus, I texted friend B and apologized coz I told them they could pick me up at around six thirty, but it's almost 6:15 on my watch and I still had to take a shower when I get home.. He said it was ok and told me to just text him when I reach home...

It was around 6:45 when friend B texted me and told me he's gonna pick up the Velarde's first and they might as well drop by somewhere else before picking me up.. He told me to take my time and I need not to hurry.

It was around eight when they called me up to say they're already waiting downstairs.. I grabbed my coat and told dad I was finally leaving. Dad accompanied me and even said a quick hello to them.. Oh.. yeah before I forget, M, ate J's cousin from Sac was also with them. He arrived last Tuesday and I think he's gonna be here for the next two weeks..

We went to St. Ita church to pray before finally proceeding to friend C's place.

Friend C's sister cooked paella and sotanghon soup.. For dessert, she prepared Panacotta with fresh strawberries... =) yummy!!!

After dinner, we decided to go to Dave and Buster's. We were supposed to play pool, but opted to settle for the Shuffleboard. It was an exciting game.. =) We also had a few drinks.. I had two Coronas.. =)

Too bad, they close at 1. We really wanted to stay pa.. =(

We went straight to the Friend A's house and chilled out for a while. We watched the video of our so called "picnic" last week. It was hilarious! Hahahaha!!!

It was around 2 am when friend B drove me home.. We wished each other good luck since both of us needed to wake up at around 6 am. =)

American Idol Update...

There's no doubt that Jasmine Trias is my favorite... But while watching tonight's episode, I was so tensed because she was included in the bottom three together with Camille Velasco and Diane Degarmo.

I became more nervous when only Camille and Jasmine were left. I guess what I felt was more of mixed emotions. I was wishing that it was Diane who should go tonight. I didn't really like her. She's over confident.

Camille was crying while she was watching her final tribute. I was a bit emotional as well because I was hoping both she and Jasmine could make it to the top 3...

Let's just pray that Jasmine continue to shine and make us all proud... =)

Another mishap

I woke up so early coz I was told by my boss yesterday to come earlier since her sister won't be around today. I took the cab from our house to Loyola station coz the bus was darn late again.. (or was it I who left the house late??) As usual, I fell asleep on the train again. When I woke up, I thought I was on my stop already, so I hurriedly stood up and I almost got off from the train, only to find out that we were still at Grand station, which is a stop away from Lake where I should really get off from. How embarassing was that! Probably some of the passengers saw my expression and how I reacted, and secretly laughed at me... When I sat down again, I pretended like nothing really happened. Hahahaha!

Hayyy... I just hope I'd feel better soon... I hate this feeling! I can't seem to function very well. Imagine, I even brought my own tissue box at work coz I really sneeze and blow my nose a lot... :( My throat is still sore and I'm having difficulty swallowing... And sometimes, my throat would be so itchy that I wish I could scratch it inside for real... =(

Touched...

I felt so touched because of some people's gestures toward me today... I'm very easy to please and simple things make my day.
At work, my boss gave me a medicine that I just had to dilute into hot water, and voila! I had to drink it like a hot tea... to relieve my clogged nose. And believe me, it was effective. My boss's sister even told me to put on another jacket since it was quite chilly. One of our customers also noticed that my voice sounded different over the phone. He told me to drink lots of fluid and hoped I'd get well soon...
How I wish all the people in this world were like them...

At Random

My situation yesterday made me realize that I missed being a bum... Yeah! Odd as I may seem.. I know a lot of people are looking for jobs, but here I am, wishing I was a bum again...

I was stuck here at home coz I was not feeling very well. I was in front of the computer the whole day,I tried to take a nap,
watched tv, cooked some instant noodles for lunch, read a book.. Very bummish eh??? :)

Last night, before i went up to my bed, (i occupy the upper part of our bunk bed) i picked one cd randomly and played it. It was a compilation of Side A and Regine Velasquez's songs... One song caught my attention while I was reading.. The song "Reason Enough" by Regine. It reminded me of someone again.. Someone from my past. Hahahaha! Once more, the song brought back memories.. Happy ones.. I don't wanna think about the sad ones anymore. I guess it's the best thing to do, so I won't hate that certain person. I mean, yeah, I've moved on already.. It's been a couple of years.. I can't deny the fact that I've been really hurt before, but life goes on.. I've forgiven him ..
Listening to the lyrics last night made me smile... And I guess, that's one sign that proves I'm no longer bitter about what happened... :)

But you know what, I'm really not sure what I'm gonna say to him when our paths cross one day... :)

Weak, You Got It All

Just wanna share this..
Last Sunday, while we were in the car on our way to Burlington, the song Weak played on the radio...
And then, while we were having dinner at Mc Donald's, I heard You Got It All naman...

These songs remind me of one person... him...

You Got It All
by Jets

I, I was a game he would play
He brought the clouds to my day
Then like a ray of light
You came my way one night
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
Put all your fears to rest
Who do i love the best?
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
Over him

No, don't let him worry you so
Once I met you I let go
Oh you can surely see
You're so much more to me
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
You're better than all the rest
Who do I love the best
Don't you know, don't you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it's true
There's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him
(You got it all over him, You got me over him)
Honey it's true there's just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you're all that he's not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
All over him


Weak
by SWV

[Verse 1]
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
What ever it is that you do what you do what your doing
It's a felling I want to stay

[Refrain:]
Cause my heart starts beating triple time
When thoughts of love you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you.

[Chorus:]
I get so
Weak in my knees
I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, ya look so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me
By my side
I swollow my pride
You love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain
Why you your love it makes me weak

[Verse 2]
Time after time after time
I try to fight it
But your love is strong
It keeps on holding on
Resistance is down
When your around
Christ Ba-aby
In my condition
I don't want to be alone

[Refrain]

[Chorus]

[Brigde:]
I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love so sweet
Knocks me off my feet

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
-I get so weak-
Blood starts racing
through my veins
-I get so weak-
Boy it's something
I can't explain
-I get so weak-
Something bout the way ya do
The things you do it
Knock right off of my feet-off my feet-
Can't explain why your love
It makes me weak

[Chorus until fade]

Could these be signs? I really don't know... And last night, I just dreamt about him again.. Could he be thinking about me as well? I guess not.. He's probably preoccupied with a lot of things right now. Maybe he forgot all about me na... :( Anyhow, I just hope he's happy na...

Currently listening to: Why Can't It Be by Rannie Raymundo

"You Look Young For Your AGE"...

A lot of people think that I look young for my age. Yep! I'm turning 22 next month, yet I can still pass for a 14 year old. It could probably be because of my height, body frame, or just because I do possess a baby face.. hahahaha!!!

Here are some scenarios...

*Yesterday, while I was on my way to church, a neighbor's dog barked on me. The owner said, "it's ok.. he won't bite.. you know, he just wants to play with you. you look like a kid."

*While I was still applying for my current job, my boss asked me when she first saw me, "how old are you?" and when I told her my age, she said, "you look so young for your age."

*When Ate Mary and I went to the auto show, Ford representatives said they're goin to give cookies shaped like cars to children 12 years of age and below. Guess what? they gave me some...

For me, I take it as a compliment because a lot of people pay large sums of money just to look young...

Tickle quizzes...

Do You Follow Your Heart or Your Head???

you follow your heart when it comes to success

Heart-Strong Idealist

You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.

But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!


What Color Is Your Aura?

We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Crystal vibe. That shimmering, iridescent aura reveals your sensitive, introspective nature. A soft-spoken romantic at heart, you like to think of life as a fairy tale — complete with a happily ever after ending. But when you occasionally misplace your rose-colored glasses, your idealism can take a pounding. That's when you retreat inward, spending meditative time by yourself to restore your sometimes-too-fragile outlook on the world. Because of your delicate sensibilities, you prefer people and activities that don't challenge your ways and views. But once you find a kindred spirit, you're fiercely loyal — friends 'till the end. Quiet and gentle, you're a thoughtful soul with a shining light around you

What's Your True Color?

Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

What's Your Flavor?

Mmm ... peppermint! Crisp and refreshing, you're the flavor of candy canes and after-dinner mints — everyone's favorite comfort candies. If you were a season, you'd be winter — bracing and energizing, but cozy, too. Your honesty and forthright personality make people feel like they've known you forever — they can't help but be drawn to your sweet, fresh nature. Perhaps a little old-fashioned, and occasionally shy, you're generally happy and well-liked. Traditional and invigorating, you're a truly tasty treat.

What's Your Lucky Charm?

Lucky Penny

Stop looking to the sky to thank your lucky stars. You need to keep your eyes on the ground because lucky pennies are the good luck charms that could change your life.

Starting now, you should see pennies in a whole new light. They're not just copper pieces destined to sit at the bottom of your coin jar. They're neglected pieces of American currency that carry with them a small piece of history—a history that has fatefully wound up in your hand.

But before you go diving for every Abraham Lincoln you see on the street, remember that only heads-up pennies are considered lucky. If they're minted the same year you were (born that is), even better. But a penny with a hole in it is the luckiest of all. Wear it around your neck as a charm and watch your fortunes change. Tossing your lucky penny into a fountain could make your wildest wish come true. And if it doesn't, it's just time to find a new lucky penny.

What Do Your Lips Say About You

Tight Lips

Do you tend to play it safe? Hedge your bets? Keep a stiff upper lip when it comes to sensitive matters? Nothing wrong with that — don't your friends tend to confide in you more than others? You're honest and trustworthy, and you logically think things out in order to come to a rational, smart conclusion.

Your mouth doesn't get you into trouble too much, and you can be choosy when it comes to when, where, and with whom you open up. There's a simple elegance to your quiet ways that allows you to stay in control of situations and, in the end, hold all of the right cards. After all, a little mystery makes everything more interesting.

I'm Sick...

I hate this feeling.. Here I am right now, stuck alone at home, clad in my striped thermals and pj's. I didn't go to work today coz I'm not feeling very well.. My throat is still sore, and I have cough and colds as well.. :( Just called my boss and told her about my situation.

Hmmm.. What am I gonna do the whole day??? Yeah, yeah, I know I'm supposed to be taking a rest right now. But I can't help it! I just have to use the computer... Net addict!!!

Fooling around with the camera...

Last Week's frowns...

*Receiving a message from Toti via Friendster, telling my the Pareng Jp's dad passed away.
*It's getting chilly.
*Having my allergies.
*Not getting what i want.
*Being nagged.
*Missing my friends back home.
*Missing him.
*Feeling sick.
*Getting bored with my routinary life.

Updates...

*As usual, I was late for church this morning.
*Met the family of the new vice consul.
*Father Dominic telling me to join the choir practices. He probably noticed I wasn't attending anymore.
*After the mass, had my piano lessons with Phuong. He told me that i was really improving.. =)
*Left a message for Carmi, coz it's her birthday.
*Played Blue Moon together with Jam on the piano.
*Went to Burlington with Tita Emy, Gris, Vanessa, my family, and the Bernardo family.
*Shopped for a new shades from Nine West and a red sweater from Polo.
*Slept inside the car while waiting for them coz i wasn't feeling very well.
*I have itchy, sore throat.
*Had my picture sketched at the mall.
*Had dinner at Mc Donalds.

*Currently missing someone... It's been quite a while.. :(

Springtime phobia...


Springtime has started on the third week of March. Spring is the season of growth, brings new life...
It really feels great now that it's springtime coz it means that in a few months time, it's gonna be summer.. But, i do have one problem. Springtime brings back my allergies. Yup! You heard it right. I'm allergic to pollen. It makes my throat sore,gives me runny nose, and itchy watery eyes. Thanks to Claritin. It temporarily relieves my allergy.

Outcast...

We finally got the copies of our family photos which were taken a couple of weeks ago. In fact dad was so excited he already had it framed and displayed in our living room. The last time we had our family picture taken was in 1998. I looked so thin back then. Yeah yeah we all looked good in the new photos, except for the fact that... I so look like an outcast! I swear I really do! The rest were all bunched up on the other side, while there i was, beside dad, clutching his arm... Hahahahaha!

"The Picnic"


A friend called me today to invite me to go and have picnic by the lake. At first I was a bit hesitant,(but i didn't tell him) because i know that it's gonna be chilly in the afternoon. So, I still went with them. They picked me up at around 3 pm and went straight to the venue. When we got there and got off from the car, we looked at each other. Coz we were all feeling how cold it was. But still, we went on,took all the stuff from the car and looked for a best spot. We chose a spot probably just a few meters away from the lake.

I guess after a few minutes na ma-set-up namen un mga things, we were having second thoughts na, whether to stay pa or just go to the condo.. Pero sige pa rin.. Nag start na mag-grill ng chicken and pork steak.. Then it was getting more windy and chilly.. Then after a few minutes, biglang magiging sunny ulit.. Then chilly ulit.. How unpredictable diba..

I think it was around 5 pm that we decided to just grill all the food that we brought and eat them at the condo. We couldn't stand the weather.. And I was coughing na sa sobrang lamig... So we packed up and headed straight to the condo..

The grilled chicken and pork steak tasted really good. Oh! And there was broiled fish as well. Sobrang sarap din.. =)

I guess, we've learned our lesson.. Check the weather forecast first before planning on a picnic. We were all saying nga na rehearsal yun for the camping and picnic sa summer.. Next time, we know better.. =) We know na what else to bring, and next time, we'll be assigning some committees para mas prepared. =) Oh and before I forget, you know what we've noticed this afternoon? We were the only ones having a picnic.. Hahaha!!! I guess those people na nakakita smen were thinking, "Lakas naman ng loob nila..." Hehehe!

But nevertheless, we had fun.. For me, it's the company that counts.. Thanks guys! Till our next picnic..
Hehehehe!!!

Until God reveals
His choice for you, He wants you to find contentment in your unmarried state. Single people often envy those who are married, and married people often envy those who are single. But the Bible tells us, "Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, 'I will never leave you nor forsake you' " (Hebrews 13:5 NKJV).

Many, in their desire to be married, have become desperate in their search for the right person. But the singles' scene, from nightclubs to mindless TV programs that only emphasize sex, offers nothing but emptiness. Not only is it shallow, it's also spiritually harmful.

Don't let this world tell you what to look for (Colossians 2:8).

I know it's hard sometimes. It gets lonely. You might be thinking, "I'm tired of waiting. I'm just going to go out and find someone and hope I make the right decision." Please throw on the brakes. Slow down. Don't make that mistake. Rushing into marriage without the proper timing is like building a house without the proper foundation.

Some people are called to be single their entire lives. This is rare, but it happens, and it's a special calling from the Lord. However, this isn't God's calling for everyone. Just as surely as God has created you with a void in your life for Him, He also has created you with a void in your life for a companion, someone with whom to share your life (Genesis 2:18).

If you're single and want to be married, then I believe that God has handpicked someone just for you. It might be someone you've never met.

You might meet that person next week, next month, or next year. You might meet that person today. Or, perhaps it's someone you've known for years. Whoever it may be, God will reveal that person in His timing.

Until then, it's so important to follow God's way and wait on His timing. Be faithful to Him and live the way He wants you to live.

Seek to live a life that pleases Him (Matthew 6:33). He will bring that person into your life. Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.

I can so relate with this. Sometimes don't we just get tired of waiting for the right person to come? And with our idesire to search for this someone we end up with the wrong person after all? And don't you feel that you've got so much love to give, yet no one to share it with?

All these years, I've been waiting for the right person to come into my life. I know that in His time, I will meet this certain someone. He might be someone I've known all my life, or someone I haven't met yet. But i intend to wait.. "All good things happen to those who wait.." This quote has inspired me to wait for the better things to come my way in His time..

Pink

What's with this color??? I used to despise this color before, but recently, I noticed I've been buying pink tops, accessories and i was supposed to buy a pair of slippers in this color as well this evening..
Well, I guess our preferences change as we grow older...

Yesterday's smiles...

*quick chat with him... =)
*wasn't late for work
*started reading "The Da Vinci Code"