Sunday, April 17, 2005

4/17/2005 08:55:00 PM
Whewww... It took me ages to update this blog...
I have been very busy. Sometimes, I feel like giving up either working, or studying. It's tough to do both things at the same time. But I chose to do these. So.. Haha!!! I need a break! Spring break just passed by and I haven't done anything worthwhile.

How's everyone? Missed me? Hahaha! I missed all of you, my dear blogger friends...I'm sorry if I have been a delinquent blogger... Hope all of you are doing great...



Last Song Syndrome...

Let The Love Begin

Look at us
Ain't it funny
Is it just beginner's luck
Maybe
Ooh, with just a touch
Two different people
From such different worlds apart
Has touched each other's hearts
Like candles in the dark
So if it's time for us
We've gotta take it
Take the chance
The chance to make it

Now
Let the love begin
Let the light come shining in
Who knows where the road will lead us now
Look at what we've found
Make this moment turn our hearts around
It may never come again
Let it in
Let the love begin

Ooh..
Here we are
So close together
I can feel the fire start between us
Ooh...we've come this far
Too far to stop it now
If this is meant to be (it's meant to be)
A chance for you and me (for you and me)
We found our destiny
Now we're lookin' at a new forever
Make this dream come true together

Now
Let the love begin
Let the light come shining in
Who knows where the road will lead us now
Look at what we've found
Make this moment turn our hearts around
It may never come again
Let it in
Let the love begin

Here we are
So close together
I can feel the fire start between us
Ooh...we've come this far
Too far to stop it now
If this is meant to be (it's meant to be)
A chance for you and me (for you and me)
We found our destiny
Now we're lookin' at a new forever
Make this dream come true together

Now
Let the love begin
Let the light come shining in
Who knows where the road will lead us now
Look at what we've found
Make this moment turn our hearts around
It may never come again (never come again)
Let it in
Let the love begin

I like the one revived by Kyla particularly. This song hit me big time... (",) Let the lyrics speak for what I feel right now.. As a matter of fact, I'm listening to it right now while updating this blog. (",)

Pictures Galore...

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me and my sisters fooling around

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me and my mom

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our cousins who came over from New Jersey to visit us...



What Cath Have been Up To These Past Few Weeks...


Kuya Mike, (my boyfriend's brother) came over from Sacramento to visit... He's a nice guy, mas kulit than the boyfriend... (",)

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me and Kuya Mike
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this pic was taken the night before he left for Sac..


Two Sundays ago, our biology class went to my college to clean-up.. We just swept all the dry leaves away. It was worth 10 extra credit points. Haha! It wasn't that nasty though.

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Bowling...

We've been hitting the bowling alley for a few weeks now. It's so much fun!!!

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the Velarde's
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Brain, Jell and Cath
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Cath, Ate JV, Ritzel, Jell
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Sir Pat, my boyfriend, the Velarde's
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Sir Pat, Paul



Ate JV's Birthday...
Last Sunday, a surprise party was held at the Velarde's to celebrate ate JV's birthday. It was also their 10th wedding anniversary. So it was a double celebration. At first, we really don't know how to get her out of the house to prepare. The plan was, they'll all be going church at 11:30. But it turned out, she doesn't want to because they all woke up late. So Kuya asked her to go jogging, since it was really warm that day.
That afternoon was so much fun, more of like a family gathering. Dad and Myles bonded outside... They grilled some porkchops.. (",)
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Yesterday, Che and I went to Old Orchard.
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We ate at The Cheesecake Factory. Had Calamari for appetizer and Bistro Shrimp pasta. For dessert, I ordered Tiramisu cheesecake while Che had her White Chocolate Mousse Chocolate Cheesecake.. (Wheew!) It was all worth it.. Sarap! We also went to Lincolnwood Town Center to get the shot glass I had engraved with my boyfriend's name with it. (",) I gave it to him last night.


Myles and Cath...
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this is my fave pic of us together... (",)



I love him...
Yesterday, around two a.m. I thought the relationship had already ended. He said we're better off as friends.. To my surprise, I just said ok.. I didn't know what exactly I was feeling right that very moment..After the conversation, I decided to turn off my cellphone. I was planning not to show up anymore ever again.. I planned to keep distance.. I wasn't able to sleep after we hung up. I planned to had my hair cut and have a massage. Around 10 am, while I was taking a shower, mom knocked on the door, and told me he had called up on our land phone. I was surprised he ever did that. I was thinking, last night would be the last time he'd ever call me again.

So after I took a shower, I went inside the car and had my dad drop me off at the salon. Unfortunately, it was still closed. So I went Osco drug to just wait until the salon opens up. I just walked, and walked...I really didn't know what to do.. I decided to return his call... (Di ko rin pala matiis...) He was the one who answered the phone.. I was surprised he was up that early.. He asked me how I was.. Said I was ok. He asked me where I was. Asked me how I was doing.. Told him, "You tell me what I am feeling right this very moment." Said he was sorry. I said it was ok. I take all the blame.. He said, "No, it's not you. It's I who has the problem. I'm not good enough for you.." I told him I haven't slept all night.. Thinking what I have done wrong.. I was teary-eyed.. I also realized what I looked like that very moment. I was wearing oversized sweater, sweatpants and my green havaianas. I told him I didn't even know what exactly I was doing at the drug store. I just walked at every aisle. I haven't even brushed my hair after I got out from the shower earlier.. There were lots of silent moment.. Until finally, I heard him say,,, "Please take me back... I still want to be with you..." That's all I wanted to hear from him.. I was already crying that moment.. He asked me what does all of this mean??? Well, yeah, I also asked that to myself..

My dear friends, what do you think all of these mean?

He told me to go home.. And right before we hung up, he said, "I love you..." I replied and told him I love him too...

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::::::::::[much love,,,cath♥]::::::::

*she*

21, 22,23, 24, single, petite, fair-skinned, brown-eyed, flat footed, chinita, righty, Thomasian, meticolosa, Advil, Claritin and Atarax dependent, shopaholic, workaholic, dog-lover, afraid of cats, child @ heart,clumsy, bratty, maldita, impatient, pessimist, paranoid, neat-freak, net addict, loves to cuddle, shy, crybaby, sentimental, very emotional, compassionate, believes in fate, destiny & soulmates, hopeless romantic..Image hosted by Photobucket.com

*she loves*

family, friends,peach roses Africa Spa body bath salt, body butter,lip balm, lip gloss, apricot scrub, neoprints, pictures, boxer shorts, accessories, Bath and Body Works cucumber melon, Gap dream, Curve, Clinique Happy, D&G Light Blue, Victoria's Secret, Sally Hansen's barely there, french tips, bubble baths, hot showers, foot spa, off shoulder tops, soft pillows, cuddly teddy bears, scented candles, the beach, flip-flops, comfy white sandos, graphic tees, sylvannas, strawberry & mango mochi, Bailey's flavored Haagen Dazs, travelling, sight seeing, the nightlife, clowning around, Dawson's Creek, FRIENDS, romantic-comedy flicks, mints, vodka, fruit shakes, Krispy Kreme donuts, strawberries, Starbucks White Choco Mocha, sushi, tempura, spicy food, pasta, green tea, crab legs, crab rangoon, , rnb, ballads




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*Wish List*

scrapbook for mementos
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D&G Light Blue
my own digital camera
Visit Cali
See my boo
New job
Peace of mind
A in Anatomy
Get into the nursing program
Good Health
Pass my subjects this fall
Get another job at the hospital
Get my driver's license

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