Sunday, October 02, 2005

10/02/2005 10:13:00 AM
[sadness]


how can he be so unfair.
he comes and goes whenever he pleases to.
the first time it happened, she survived.
she had moved on, or so she thought.

for the second time it happened again,
she was so happy he had come back.
but now he's gone again.
and she doesn't know if this time it's for good.

sometimes she wishes she was numb
so she won't feel the pain,
or the loneliness of being alone.
sometimes she wonders if she had really moved on.
for there are times her heart betrays her again
everytime memories come flashin' back,
and reminds her of how happy they once were.

how she hopes she had all the courage
to stop hurtin all over again.
for she doesn't know...
If she can still survive,,,
or if she can still get up...


"this time from another FALL..."

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::::::::::[much love,,,cath♥]::::::::

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*Wish List*

scrapbook for mementos
A&F Flip Flops
D&G Light Blue
my own digital camera
Visit Cali
See my boo
New job
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A in Anatomy
Get into the nursing program
Good Health
Pass my subjects this fall
Get another job at the hospital
Get my driver's license

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